Monday, January 7, 2013

Starting Fresh

Hey guys, I know I have sucked. And I have gained weight. And I hate my own body now. I am so uncomfortable in my own skin-and it needs to change. So I am starting over. I am doing this on my own, and I am the Bride now (since I did get engaged) so my sisters' information will be taken down, since it is all me now. 
In order to start fresh and be sure I am doing things correctly, I am going to be doing the Insanity plan for the next two months. That will be dun... :-/ not. But I will post my food but maybe not everyday, I won't always remember and/or have time to do it. So be patient. But I will be retaking my "Before" pictures today so that you guys can actually see me as I am-not from 5 months ago when I was still decently attractive. Anyways, I know I suck but I am going to do this now. I actually kind of have to as I am in a wedding in 3 months and have a bridesmaid dress that is 3 sizes too small and I kind of have to fit into it...or my friend will kill me. 
So today is my first workout with insanity, I'll let you know how it goes.
Oh and I made a cute weight loss goals and rewards chart to keep up on my fridge so I remember that I can't eat some of the delicious things I normally eat. Okie dokie, I am done for now, but I will be posting more later today. Sorry its been so long guys! I suck! :(

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

I am off my Hiatus!

Bad idea on my end, I took a hiatus....the week of Thanksgiving. UGH! Sooo dumb. I haven't weighed myself yet but I am sure I gained all my weight back. So basically I am now starting over, which is actually ok since....

I AM ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


YAYYY!!!!!!!!!! My new fiance proposed to me at Carlo's Bakery in New Jersey with the most gorgeous ring I could ever imagine and the cutest cake ever! So since I am starting over anyways, I might as well start as a bride to be! I am no longer the maid of honor, I am the bride trying to get fit before the big day! Woo woo!! I couldn't be any happier, one week ago today was the best day of my life! (so far...)
Anyhoodles, I wanted to inform everyone that I am starting fresh as an official bride-to-be and I am going to be as sexy as possible for my fiance :) 

Oh and here is my BEAUTIFUL ring and my awesome cake!

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Sunday!


Saturday!


Friday

Sorry it took me so long guys!

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Today is Thorsday...Let's Get Hammered

Ha just kidding! I'm not getting hammered....but I wish I was!! So clever...Thor...he is a babe! Anyways, enough daydreaming. I did eat chips today :O no good!!! Blah!! But I was watching football with some friends and ughh my will power just hates me so much and I gave in :( BLAH! Stupid chips took me over my carb count...oh well. I have also seriously sucked at working out today. Like for real. I haven't worked out since Monday. So tomorrow morning I plan on working out for a while! Maybe do an hour of cardio and weights and then some abs. I need to lose weight. And I am sucking at it! Like seriously! Why is it so freaking hard :( I am trying, I swear I am not eating nearly as much or eating nearly as bad as I used to, and I still am not losing weight! I need to lose weight! I am too fat! I am trying! And it makes me so unmotivated to do anything when I don't see any results. But I just have to keep going and know that eventually the weight will come off. I hope... :/
Anyhoodles, here is todays food!
<3LuvYerGuts<3

Wednesday

Hello again. I know I'm behind so these postings are short and sweet! Here is yesterdays food!
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