I am off my Hiatus!

Bad idea on my end, I took a hiatus....the week of Thanksgiving. UGH! Sooo dumb. I haven't weighed myself yet but I am sure I gained all my weight back. So basically I am now starting over, which is actually ok since....

I AM ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAYYY!!!!!!!!!! My new fiance proposed to me at Carlo's Bakery in New Jersey with the most gorgeous ring I could ever imagine and the cutest cake ever! So since I am starting over anyways, I might as well start as a bride to be! I am no longer the maid of honor, I am the bride trying to get fit before the big day! Woo woo!! I couldn't be any happier, one week ago today was the best day of my life! (so far...)

Anyhoodles, I wanted to inform everyone that I am starting fresh as an official bride-to-be and I am going to be as sexy as possible for my fiance :) 

Oh and here is my BEAUTIFUL ring and my awesome cake!

Sunday!

Saturday!

Friday

Sorry it took me so long guys!

Today is Thorsday...Let's Get Hammered

Ha just kidding! I'm not getting hammered....but I wish I was!! So clever...Thor...he is a babe! Anyways, enough daydreaming. I did eat chips today :O no good!!! Blah!! But I was watching football with some friends and ughh my will power just hates me so much and I gave in :( BLAH! Stupid chips took me over my carb count...oh well. I have also seriously sucked at working out today. Like for real. I haven't worked out since Monday. So tomorrow morning I plan on working out for a while! Maybe do an hour of cardio and weights and then some abs. I need to lose weight. And I am sucking at it! Like seriously! Why is it so freaking hard :( I am trying, I swear I am not eating nearly as much or eating nearly as bad as I used to, and I still am not losing weight! I need to lose weight! I am too fat! I am trying! And it makes me so unmotivated to do anything when I don't see any results. But I just have to keep going and know that eventually the weight will come off. I hope... :/

Anyhoodles, here is todays food!

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Wednesday

Hello again. I know I'm behind so these postings are short and sweet! Here is yesterdays food!

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Tuesday!

Ok I know I haven't been posting every day but I have been logging my food so I am going to post it! I just need to remember to come on here! Ah!! Here is my Tuesday eatings!

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Monday I worked out :)

So I did run today, and I haven't ran in over a week. Sooo it was bad, and I seriously thought I was going to die. But since I am going to run from zombies in a month, I really need to get on this running business! Thats 3.2 miles that I need to stay away from zombies!!! Ahh!! ZOMBIES!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyhoodles, heres my workout:

Cardio

Running:

2 minute warm-up

2 minutes Incline 0, 6 MPH

1 minute walk, 3.5 MPH

2 minutes Incline 2.5, 6 MPH

1 minute walk, 3.5 MPH

2 minutes Incline 3.5, 6 MPH

1 minute walk, 3.5 MPH

2 minutes Incline 4.5, 6 MPH

1 minute walk, 3.5 MPH

2 minute Incline 5.5, 5.5 MPH

1 minute walk, 3 MPH

2 minute Incline 6.5, 5.5 MPH

5 minute warm down

Elliptical:

15 minutes Incline 15, Resistance 15

Weights

Leg Press: 10-8-6

Leg Curl: 1x10

Leg Lift: 2x10

Thigh Adduction: 1x15

Hip Abduction: 1x15

Abs:

Ab Workout #6

Fresh Start on Mondays!

I stayed true to my core about no carbies! Yay me! go Mondays! (But not really because Mondays SUCK)

Anyways, heres my foods for the day!

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This Weekend

Ok. I am just going to admit it. This weekend, I ate like complete shit :( Not good on any accounts. So I am not even going to post what I ate because it is embarrassing! I don't want everyone to see what I ate. Blah. So I made a new pact with myself, all this week I am going to eat veggies and meats, no carbs all week. It is only 7 days without carbs, and I can do that. I think the hardest thing will be not baking anything! Ugh! My sweet tooth hates me. So I am going to do this to get my body back on track. This way I can get back down to the weight I had lost last week! Hopefully I didn't gain too much weight back this weekend. 

I seriously hate how easy it is for me to gain weight! I could eat super healthy all week and slip up one day and then I will immediately gain back the weight! It is so annoying. All I want is to be able to eat whatever I want and not gain weight! Is that too much too ask?!! Ha if only I was a boy...then that wish would already be true! Whatever. I can't wait to actually be skinny. I want to be a size 10, not a size 16! 

So anyways, it was my 4 year anniversary with my wonderful boyfriend yesterday, and I couldn't be more happy about that! But I didn't get to spend it with him since he is too far away in silly Virginia, so I was sad and alone :( And to top it off my Dolphins lost to the Colts!! UGH! How dumb!! So I ate like a sad lonely broken girl haha. My emotional eating takes over my life sometimes. I need to learn to control that better. But I suck at it. I wish there was actually some magic pill I could take to be skinny! Or I wish I was rich and could just go get that Vaser Shape crap that is all over Dr. Oz! He always has new things out about how to lose weight with all different pills and extracts, I wonder if anything actually works. Maybe I'll try it. But I don't think I actually want to spend the  money on that stuff. Meh. Dr. Oz....you should just mail me some awesome pills to try! Haha! Ok. I'm done for now.
I promise to get back on my logging food today, well more of just putting it up here for everyone. I did log. They are just too embarrasing :(

Ugh.

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Trying to stay with it

Even though I weighed myself today and gained back 2 pounds from last week, probably from eating like crap all week, I am not giving up. It is too easy to give up when you're down, but I am going to lose this weight! Even if it takes 5 years!! (Which I really hope it doesn't, because then I will be sad!) But I woke up today so I could go workout extra long since I didn't workout yesterday. So here is my workout from this morning!

Cardio:

Stationary Bike: 

2 Minutes warm-up

13 Minute hard, RPM above 80 

1 Minute Recovery

 Stair Master:

Calorie Burner Program

Level 9

15 Minutes

2 Minute Cool Down

Lifting

Leg Press: 2x12

Leg Curl: 1x10

Leg Lift: 1x10

Glute/Ham: 2x6

Reverse Hypers: 2x8

Thigh Adduction: 1x12

Hip Abduction: 1x12

Dumb-bell Triceps: 1x15

Seated Bench Press: 10-8-6

Chest Fly: 1x12

Rear Delt: 1x12

Abs

Ab Workout #5

 

Lazy dayy

So Thursday I slept in, I didn't go to class...and I didn't really do much of anything except clean my room and work and eat candy. Why oh why did I have to go into CVS and all the delicious candies from Halloween were 76% off!!! UGH. Luckily I ended up sharing the majority of my candy with people in my photography class. They all love candy. But I still ate a crap ton and didn't workout so I ate too much yesterday. Plus at work I didn't order anything even remotely healthy! Wings and cheese-bread!! What is going on?!?! I think I'm just sad and lonely right now...ugh. I am an emotional eater. And I wish I could stop that!! But it is so hard! Oh well. I am trying I swear, its just sometimes I eat like crap, and it shows. Now after eating like crap I feel that guilty conscious yelling at me "Why did you do this!?! You need to lose weight! Not gain it! Stupid!!" Whatever. Here's the food from yesterday anyways :(

Finishing Halloween

It has not been a good week. The Holidays make me vulnerable, I swear. I always eat more on Holidays, I so easily give in to the temptations of candy and cookies and anything delicious. Ugh. So here is the crappy food I ate on Halloween :(

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