This Weekend

Ok. I am just going to admit it. This weekend, I ate like complete shit :( Not good on any accounts. So I am not even going to post what I ate because it is embarrassing! I don't want everyone to see what I ate. Blah. So I made a new pact with myself, all this week I am going to eat veggies and meats, no carbs all week. It is only 7 days without carbs, and I can do that. I think the hardest thing will be not baking anything! Ugh! My sweet tooth hates me. So I am going to do this to get my body back on track. This way I can get back down to the weight I had lost last week! Hopefully I didn't gain too much weight back this weekend. 

I seriously hate how easy it is for me to gain weight! I could eat super healthy all week and slip up one day and then I will immediately gain back the weight! It is so annoying. All I want is to be able to eat whatever I want and not gain weight! Is that too much too ask?!! Ha if only I was a boy...then that wish would already be true! Whatever. I can't wait to actually be skinny. I want to be a size 10, not a size 16! 

So anyways, it was my 4 year anniversary with my wonderful boyfriend yesterday, and I couldn't be more happy about that! But I didn't get to spend it with him since he is too far away in silly Virginia, so I was sad and alone :( And to top it off my Dolphins lost to the Colts!! UGH! How dumb!! So I ate like a sad lonely broken girl haha. My emotional eating takes over my life sometimes. I need to learn to control that better. But I suck at it. I wish there was actually some magic pill I could take to be skinny! Or I wish I was rich and could just go get that Vaser Shape crap that is all over Dr. Oz! He always has new things out about how to lose weight with all different pills and extracts, I wonder if anything actually works. Maybe I'll try it. But I don't think I actually want to spend the  money on that stuff. Meh. Dr. Oz....you should just mail me some awesome pills to try! Haha! Ok. I'm done for now.
I promise to get back on my logging food today, well more of just putting it up here for everyone. I did log. They are just too embarrasing :(

Ugh.

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